Becoming Wisor

 Boy, 2021 has already brought some massive changes. Truly massive changes. Some of them have been full of joy, and excitement, and others have made me sick to my stomach and ill with worry. Regardless, the earth still turns and the sun still rises.  My husband-to-be called me last night with amazing insight that made my heart stop. The power is out on base I guess (he's in Japan on his first deployment), so he called me to say good night (mind you, its 1 AM for me). He was sitting outside, looking at the stars, and he just goes "wow. The moon is lighting up the sky and I can see like its day" and he went on to talk about how awesome he thinks it is that God gave us the moon and the stars, as almost a metaphor for being light, even in the darkness. Even when we cant see the stars, they are still there, kinda like God is the light in our lives, even when we cant see it. He reminded me that God gives us light in the darkness, even if our own doubt, or worry or fear covers i...

 Oh boy.. Happy New Year! Let all hope we are allowed to have a new year, and not just a repeat of last year. Last year was full of so many endings... Even then, however, beginnings surfaced.  This year, 2021, my life is going to change so much I don't even know where to start. I'm leaving Hurricane Coffee,  moving across the nation, getting my first apartment, surrounded by faces I couldn't even begin to know. I'll be freshly married, thousands of miles away from my family, learning to navigate military life, as well as life in Florida, and I honestly have no idea what I am doing.  The future Mrs. Wisor is not feeling so wise right now.  So many big changes, all happening so fast. It's easy to get overwhelmed. I have been so caught up in solving problems that I am forgetting to enjoy the solutions, or even just the moments between the problems. Constantly stressing about the next step and what I need to be doing in four days and my calendar is filling up with ...